Lost My Faith

Somehow, somewhere we're all paddling downstream
and I don't mean to alarm you,
but captain, captain,
we're full of desperation,
and we're sinking now more than ever.
The icy water swallows me whole,
but I can't bear to swallow the truth,
that it's colder than you ever were.
I was wrong.
In the dark sea I just couldn't grasp,
that on this night of anywhere,
I could be so lonely
when I'm completely surrounded
and faced with so many choices.
But you haunt my final memories.
This is no way to die,
I'm thinking about how to save 'us'
when I'm stuck myself.
January never felt so cold
I don't think this is right,
don't be stupid
you drove me here,
and I thought you'd climb on back,
but you turned away when I did to
and I was merely playing a game
come chase me back,
come hear me now.
I'm waiting for your hand
pull me from this wet grave.
Your voice chills me greater
than this sea could ever try.