I could tell you everyway
but my time is here to show
I creeped down past my car
and saw the taxi pull
peeped above and saw the frame
it seemed so clear to me
but it remained in fragmants in my mind
still won't find this night to hold the answers
I came to show
I could have told
You are my night
you are my day
let the furthers we stay
in arms way

i'm lying, not laying, don't be fooled.
for far too many people shouldn't know
that I'm a begger and a chooser
tempting myself to leave my shadow
because you know
I can't find my face in the crowd
I don't understand people
let alone relate to everything they want to be but aren't

tonight i'll share my sins with you
and we'll look back, rather gently,
but we both know it will push
and I'm all too ready to surrender
to hear that these defences won't be needed
I won't be able to recongnise you every night
when your falling away
I haven't seen this side and it's scary
i'll keep turning but it's just your past
and the past is repeating for far too long

I came second today, and it's all that i've got.

DELETED

Escaped the bubble that secured my world
I'm breathing, barely
but at least I still hope.
Don't dream I'll still say hi
I really have forgotten who you are

This is over. I'm out. It's been interesting, you have more blogs in your hands than time for.

You don't even care though.